Merry Christmas and Happy Birthday to me

So i had a birthday today, interesting day

so far. I dont know how i feel some

people disappointed me, but all in

all these are the moments when you know who

real friends are sha.

I’ve been making a list of the things they don’t teach you at school.

They don’t teach you how to love somebody.

They don’t teach you how to be famous.

They don’t teach you how to be rich or how to be poor.

They don’t teach you how to walk away from someone you don’t love any longer.

They don’t teach you how to move on when the one you love walks away from you.

They don’t teach you how to know what’s going on in someone else’s mind.

They don’t teach you what to say to someone who’s dying.

They don’t teach you anything worth knowing.

— Neil Gaiman

This boy na dey vex me o

i know hes just playing around

but how are you gonna wish me

a Merry Christmas and not a

happy birthday smh...its all good

i already dismissed him

Homecoming

this song by kanye is on constant repeat...am on my way home to the chi tommorow morning and nothing could excite me more. When i go home i leave all my troubles behind, it feels like am running away but its ok because am running home

Homecoming- Kanye West

Yeah.
And you say Chi city,Chi city, Chi city
[Chorus - Chris Martin]I'm coming home again.
Do you think about me now and then?
Do you think about me now and then?
Cause I'm coming home againComing home again.

[Verse 1 - Kanye West]I met this girl when I was three years old
And what I loved most she had so much soul
She said, excuse me little homie, I know you don't know me-
but,My name is Wendy and, I like to blow trees and,
From that point I never blow her off,
Niggas come from outta town I like to show her off,
They like to act tough, she like to tell em off,
And make em straighten up there act,
cause she know they
when I grew up she showed me how to go downtown
And at nighttime my face lit up so astounding
And I told her in my heart is where she always be
She never mess with entertainers cause they always leave
She said it felt like they walked and drove on me
Knew I was gang affiliated got on TV and told on me
I guess it's why last winter she got so cold on me
She said, Ye keep making that, keep making that platinum and gold for me

[Chorus - Chris Martin]
Do you think about me now and then?
Do you think about me now and then?
Cause I'm coming home again
Coming home again
Do you think about me now and then?
Do you think about me now and then?
Oh, now I'm coming home again
Maybe we can start again

[Verse 2 - Kanye West]
But if you really care for her,
then you wouldn't n-never hit the airport,
To follow your dream,
sometimes I still talk to her,
but when I talk to herIt always seems like she talking 'bout me,
She said you left your kids and they just like you
They wanna rap and make soul beats just like you,
But they just not you and
I just got throughTalking bout what niggas trying to do,
just not new
Now everybody got the game figured out all wrong
I guess you never know what you got till its gone
I guess this is why
I'm here and
I cant come back home
And guess when I heard that when I was back home
Every interview I'm representing you making you proud
Reach for the stars so if you fall you land on a cloudJump in the crowd,
spark your lighters, wave em around,
And if you don't know by now,
I'm talking about Chi Town,

[Chorus - Chris Martin]
Do you think about me now and then?
Do you think about me now and then?
Cause I'm coming home again
Coming home againMaybe,
do you remember when fireworks at lake Michigan
Oh, now I'm coming home againComing home again
Maybe, do you remember when fireworks at lake Michigan
Oh, now I'm coming home again
Maybe we can start again
Loyee oyeee oh, loyee oyeee oh
Coming home again
Loyee oyeee oh, loyee oyeee oh
Coming home again
Maybe we can start again

LOVE

a wise girl kisses, but doesnt connect
listens, but doesnt believe.
is loved, but doesnt love.
attaches, but doesnt combine.
trips,but never falls.
leaves before she left.
because to be broken is better than to be shattered.
but a girl in love risks it all for him.

This is something i had on my facebook page for the longest time, but
today i took the time to read it today and i think for right now
i appplies to me.
i have such a big fear of getting hurt that
when i get a chance to fall for someone i pull back as
much as possible because i know when i fall for someone
he gets my all so for now i am keeping my guard up
:)

My Christmas wish list

Alexander McQueen

Thoughts

I am exicted about what life brings,
the twist and turn. The ability for one door to close
while another open. Each new day is an opportunity
to learn, a way to question whether the things you are surrounded
makes you happy and how to change it if
its not. A way to figure out who is worth keeping around
and who need to be cut loose.

My Inspriration

I LOVE YOU dear sister
Birth from Great Parents are we
Like Romulus and Remus came we, strong and mighty
But Unlike those ancient romans, we shall never part
Our Love unified by the Great Creator who has seen it
befitting to bless with a sister who "Funmi layo"
Your Strenght and wisdom is unpallable and reaches great
depths that even you yourself cannot forsee
Your beauty is radiant, not as the one covered in a plastic coat of
shame
but one whose smile beckons those who will enter into your warm
embrace.
Who shall seperate us from love, Christy?
No one, not now. Not forevermore.

From my lovely sister G-RACER